some finished and unfinished business

have you been through some relations that you thought you alredy had the girl as your girlfriend, and that you were able to hear from her that she likes and loves you yet doesn't wanna end up losing? it's quite vague for some, but for me, its something to be proud of, though sooner or later, it has to be finished. i just hope that the ending is favorable to me, but if not, as long as its very much favorable to her, i would be very, very happy. knowing that once in my life, such very special lady saved a space for me in her heart..........yet an unfinished business

have you been such a "not so nice" guy that you have to leave a girlfriend for being so "makulit" and "nakakasakal"? some of you may say yes, others no, or haven't done that 'coz they've got lot of love and patience. back when i was younger, it happened. only to realize lately that it was really a bad/wrong move, and i paid for it. being away for quite sometime enabled me to think and ponder on the people, events and places that came my way. people who i loved and lost, who loved me and lost and people who just came by and left. one such person came and i eventually drove her away. then i came to realize that i need to see this person, who happens to be away just like me. and there is really a GOD who made it happen, that i was able to get her home phone number, talked to her loving mom, and finally meeting her when she came back home. meeting her again was something i looked forward too. and the day came, i picked her up to the place where i i first picked her up and when we were still together and talked all the way to a coffee shop, where we spent hours talking what happend to our lives, separate lives. damn i was so glad to know that she really fulfilled part of her dreams. damn i'm really sad 'coz i wasn't part of those dreams anymore. but the good thing was, she forgave me for what i did 'coz also she knew how sorry i am for leaving her. and that was the biggest consolation i got. it took me years to realize that what i did was wrong and to know that it took her years before she got over it. now, i feel a betterman, and she feels good as well. and i'm happy for both of us. wherever you are now, whoever you maybe with, my prayers and best wishes are always with you.......a finished business